THE SPACE THAT'S IN BETWEEN INSANE AND INSECURE. |
 The name's Manuwell. Born July 6, 1990, Limburg, where I've lived about my entire life now.I do hope to move to London one day. I dunno why, london always has facinated me.I'm a fairly peaceful kid, laid back and like to chill. I'm not much into parties and all that, no need to sit around and watch drunk people make an ass of themselves, I prefer little get-togethers.I'm straightedge. That means no alcohol, no drugs, no cigarettes, no loveless sex(one night stands, fuck-buddies,..). I know, how do i stay amused right ?Relationships is something i'm never any good at, I always tend to choose the wrong people,sometimes even the right. But it always ends up the same anyways. Either end up getting hurt myself or end up hurting them. I truly wish that i could just find someone who i could spend eternity with.(Who ever that may be , i already love you!) |
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Notes EVERYTHING WAS JUST GONE.
As I looked at him, he stared almost straight back at me.His eyes glazed over like he was lookin’ straight through me.After that his eyes must have closed for what seemed to be an eternity.But when they opened back up he was lookin’ down at his feet.So i moved my hand up from down by my side.Shakin’, my life was crashin’ right before my very own eyes.Turned the palm of my hand up to face the skies.Touched the bottom of his chin and let out a sigh.
“See I can’t imagine my life with out you and me!
There’s things I can’t imagine doin’,
things I can’t imagine seein’ It weren’t supposed to
be easy, surely.But please, please, I beg you please.”He brought his hands up towards where my hands rested.Wraped his fingers round mine with the softness that he is blessed with.He peeled away my fingers, looked at me and then gestured.By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from his.So i tried to pull him close out of bare desperation.Putting my arms around him, tried to change what he was sayin’Pulled my head level with his so he might’ve engaged in.Looked into his eyes to make him listen again.
“ I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it’d be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town! ”He pulled away, my arms were tightly clamped round his waist.Gently pushed me back and he looked at me straight.Turned around so he’s got his back to my face.He took one step forward, looked back, and then walked away.
“I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say
Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say…
The more you pull away.”And I was just standing there. Couldn’t say a word. Beause everything was just gone. && I’ve got nothing.. Absolutely nothing.
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